mountainssunkbelow:

Maybe you did tell me that I shouldn’t like you, but maybe I already knew that. Yeah you might have told me to stay away from you but you didn’t make it easy, you didn’t leave me alone. Even if you told me just to “do me” I can still hold you responsible for making me cry.

Well you know you’ve hit rock bottom when you’re crying because you just want to have sex but the person you want to sleep with is gone and probably never coming back to you.

Sometimes you speak about me like I’m the greatest person you’ve met, and that is the greatest thing I’ve ever heard

Everyday he tells me ‘I’m going to make a million dollars, do you want some of it?’
And I tell him no, so he asks ‘do you want a house? A big spacious house ?’
The second question always changes and my answer is still no.
The last question stays the same, ‘what do you want then?’, I answer ‘nothing’
‘You only want me?’, I nod, he replies
‘Maybe you can have me’

I want you all to myself, I’ve always wanted you but lately I don’t want to share. I just want everyone else to fuck off so I can have you. I need you to know that I care. I want to text you when I’m falling asleep at night just so that you know. I want to call you and not feel weird that I’m doing it. I want to kiss you in public and hold your hand so everyone knows. It’s me, I’m the one that you want.

Spending your life watching everyone close to you being fawned over while you are essentially ignored or second best gets so tiring. i’m so tired. I just want someone to think I’m the best person in the world and need me.

When your affection and attention diminishes all I can think about is an opportunity to cut.

I don’t want to say I’ll wait for you, but I know I will.
I want you to know how much you hurt me, but I’ll never tell

mountainssunkbelow:

He told me “you need to get smarter” and I replied “I will, but then I won’t be dumb enough to waste my time on you anymore”

i’m trying to figure out how you knew all the perfect things to say

because i was ready to leave, and now i want to envelop myself in the words you said

was it fake? you don’t have to lie, i just need to hear the truth.